The little way of St. Therese is a way for us to practice holy abandonment to divine providence. |
This excerpt is taken from Chapter 1 of the Second Part of Holy Abandonment by Dom Vitalis Lehodey, O.C.R. I do not believe I can recommend this book enough.
The
prerequisite condition for perfect conformity is perfect detachment. For if our
wills have strong attachments, if they are bound and riveted to earthly
objects, when we want to unite them to the will of God we shall meet with
violent opposition. Even when the attachment is slight, resistance must be
experienced. There shall be inevitable struggles and strain, and we shall be
very far from prompt and easy conformity, very far especially from perfect
abandonment, and that for two reasons. First, because holy abandonment is a
complete union, a sort of identification of our wills with the Divine, so that
we are ready beforehand for whatever God may ordain, and lovingly welcome all
that He does. Before the event it is a peaceful and confident expectation; after
the event it is a filial and affectionate submission. From this we can see what
thorough detachment it presupposes. Second, because such detachment must be as
universal as it is thorough. Is it God's will that we should be rich or poor,
ill or well, enjoying consolations or enduring trials, honoured or despised,
loved or hated? Since He is our Sovereign Master, He has the right to dispose
of us as He pleases. According to His pleasure, He can make us suffer in our
external goods, in the goods of the body or of the mind, or in our reputation,
just as He thinks proper and without consulting us. And as a rule He strikes
without warning. Our wills, therefore, in order to hold themselves in readiness
to welcome with love all the Divine ordinances, must be detached from created
goods of every kind: from riches, from relatives and friends, from health, from
ease, from comfort, from their own prejudices, from science, from consolations,
from esteem and affection. With regard to all these and such-like things they require
to be completely indifferent, seeking only God and His all-holy will. Then, no
matter how unexpectedly the Divine good-pleasure may manifest itself, no matter
under what form, we shall always embrace it with courage and ease.
All
who desire to reach holy abandonment must hold in high esteem Christian
mortification, by whatever name it may be called, whether abnegation or
renunciation, the spirit of sacrifice, or the love of the cross. They will have
to practise it to the best of their power, and with untiring perseverance, in
order to attain thereby to perfect abandonment and to maintain themselves
constantly therein. Father Roothaan had good reason to say: "It would be
useless without mortification to endeavour to reach indifference, because it is
by means of mortification alone, or chiefly, that we can make ourselves and
prove ourselves indifferent."1 And Father Le Gaudier remarks with equally
good reason: "It is no easy thing to add to the observance of the
commandments the voluntary contempt of riches and external goods. It is much
more difficult to add to these the contempt of honour and reputation, and more
difficult still to despise one's own life, one's own body, one's own will. But
the greatest difficulty of all is to subordinate to the will and glory of God
our natural gifts, our consolations, spiritual attractions, virtues, grace, in
fine, and even glory."2 Hence it is clear that the way to abandonment is
a long way and very arduous. And we have here the reason why so few mount to such
a height of conformity, why the majority rest content with lower degrees, or
even with simple resignation. They all indeed would be happy to attain to
perfect abandonment, but are unwilling to pay the price. God only asks us to
empty our vessels that He may fill them with His gifts. Unfortunately, because
the effort costs something, we fail to empty them thoroughly. And here applies
the beautiful expression of Thauler which savours so strongly of St. Francis de
Sales: "When asked where he found God, 'there,' he replied, 'where I lost
myself, and where I found myself I lost God.'"3
But
amongst all the different forms of renunciation we should like to emphasise two
which are particularly difficult and particularly indispensable, viz.,
obedience and humility. Who doubts that inordinate self-love and attachment to
our own wills are the last refuge of hard-pressed nature, and the greatest
obstacle to progress in perfection and peace of soul? When we have sacrificed
everything else, the external goods of fortune and those of the body, we remain
too often entangled in the double cord of pride and self-will. Therefore, in
order to complete our emancipation we must appeal to obedience and humility,
two sister-virtues which cannot exist apart. Happy the soul that endeavours
with persevering zeal to detach herself from her own will, to obey in all
things and always, to practise patience in hardships, contradictions, and
humiliations, turning a deaf ear the while to the protests of nature! Still
happier she that is content to live in utter abjection and extreme necessity,
regarding herself even after the fulfillment of the work enjoined her as a
wicked and unworthy servant, and goes so far as to call herself and consider
herself sincerely in her innermost heart the least and vilest of all!4
The
soul firmly grounded in obedience and humility will escape thereby many a rude
shock coming from the lack of virtue. Nevertheless, she will have to endure
many afflictions. Nor, assuredly, will she be insensible to their bitterness;
but she is prepared to welcome them, and her humility disposes and inclines her
to perfect abandonment. With the poignant thought of her past sins ever present
to her memory, as happens in the case of all pure and humble souls, she renders
homage to the infinite justice which exacts what is due to it, and she accepts
with gratitude the punishment of her faults.
Whenever
any fresh trial befalls her, she says: "I must suffer this in expiation.
Thanks, O my God, for chastising me less than I deserve." And were she not
afraid of her weakness, she would willingly add: "More suffering, Lord,
send me still more, so that I may satisfy Thy justice." Or at least,
considering the evil inclinations that still dwell in her, and how little is
required to disturb her peace, she realises the pressing need she has of
sufferings and humiliations, and welcomes, as a piece of good fortune, every
occasion of dying to herself. Sometimes, forgetting her own pain and thinking
only of the outrages committed against God, she exclaims with Gemma Galgani:
"Poor Jesus, in my selfishness I have spoken too much to Thee of my own
sorrows. But forgive me, forgive me and come back."5 Or with another
generous soul: "What causes me more pain than all my interior trials, and
is a veritable torment, is the offences offered to my Beloved One and the
suffering He has to endure." Despite their innocence and their virtues,
these souls, inundated with heavenly light, see themselves as unworthy to
appear before God's infinite sanctity, and in their ardent desire to please
Him, they willingly accept the most excruciating purifications. This shows how
much humility helps to render submission easy, and how powerfully it disposes
to holy abandonment.
On
the contrary, a soul imperfectly established in obedience and humility exposes
herself on that very account to numberless trials, and is hardly in a
disposition to welcome them. Whether our troubles come from God or from men,
unless we recognise that we have deserved them and have need of them, we consider
ourselves misunderstood, assume the air of victims; we resist or we pout. And
God's favours will be abused not less than His punishments. Relative to this,
Our Lord has declared: "Humility is as necessary to a soul replenished
with graces as is water to a flower. In order to expand and to keep herself
fresh and beautiful, this soul must be steeped In humility and continually
moistened with its salutary water. If she were always exposed to the ardours of
the sun, she would quickly dry up, wither and fall."
St.
Thérèse of the Child Jesus strongly recommends a way of spiritual infancy, a
way full of confidence and love. She makes humility its foundation, for there
can be none other. Her practice and teaching can be summed up as follows: Love
God and offer Him many little sacrifices; abandon yourself to His arms like a
little child, and, in order to that, obey like a little child and be humble as
a little child. She therefore made herself the servant of her sisters, tried to
render obedience to all without exception, and had no fear but the fear of
following her own will. She knew well how to keep herself from being lifted up
by pride, and how to remain always little through humility, so little that she
was content that nobody should think of her, that all should trample her under
their feet, that the Divine Infant should treat her as a toy of no value. What
death to self, what humility above all did she not require to bring her to such
a degree of perfection! It is nothing surprising, then, that God has glorified
a soul so generous and humble and has made her the great wonder-worker of our
times.
Mgr.
Gay, speaking of this spiritual infancy, exclaims:
"Oh,
how perfect a way it is! More perfect than the love of suffering, for nothing
demands such a sacrifice of a man as to remain sincerely and tranquilly little.
Pride is the first amongst the capital sins. It is the source of all
concupiscence and the essence of the poison poured out upon the world by the
old serpent. The childlike spirit destroys it more surely than the spirit of
penitence. A man's pride can easily find its account in the struggle with
tribulation. He may regard himself as a great penitent or victim and become
lost in self-admiration. But the true childlike spirit is the despair of self-love. . . . Press as you please this fruit of holy
infancy: you can never make it yield anything except the nectar of abandonment
to the will of God. A child surrenders itself without defence and abandons
itself without resistance. What does it know? What can it do? What does it
comprehend? What does it pretend to know, or to be able to do, or to
comprehend? It is a being of which one is absolute master. Hence it is treated
with such care and made the recipient of so many caresses. Do we ever see the
same love and tenderness lavished on such as prefer to manage their own
affairs?"6
1.
Exer. spiro de S. Ign., med. fond., iv.
2.
De perf. vitae spir., P. I, S. I, c. xiv.
3.
St. Francis de Sales, Esprit., iii, 50.
4.
St. Benedict's Rule, vii.
5.
Gem. Gal., xv.
6.
Abandon, ii.
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